Lenten Meditation - March 20, 2006

Let us now come to the time of trial – for we can only test ourselves by watching our actions narrowly, and we shall soon detect signs of deceptions.

For instance as regards humility. We fancy we do not wish for honor and that we are indifferent to everything of the kind – yet let anyone offer us the slightest affront, and our feelings and behavior will at once betray that we are not humble.

Besides, if any opportunity occurs of augmenting our dignity we do not reject it for the sake of a greater good. And God grant we may not seek such honor.

We are so accustomed to saying that we want nothing and are indifferent to everything (which we really believe is the fact), that at last the very habit of asserting it convinces us of its truth more strongly.

It is wise to be aware that this is a temptation, for when God gives us any solid virtue it brings all the others in its train.

- St. Teresa of Avila, Way of Perfection, 38:10,12